April 22 2014 Update

I've squeezed writing into every millisecond second of my life when I'm not working or going to school. Unfortunately, it seems life has gotten even harder for me by demanding more of my time and money. It seems I'm unable to continue writing due to the lack of motivation, sleep, and stress. Since I rarely see any comments or reply's, it seems this would be the best time to become invisible once again by taking a long break or temporarily retire from writing stories.

Through the past couple months I've been just writing whenever I could. I wanted to express my artistic ideas openly and without borders (if not moderately). I wanted to get people to look at things in a different perspective or at least think about how culture molds people to think a certain way. I'm not sure the message is clear but I think a break could be a good thing; after all, I've kept these stories a secret from everyone I know. I rather keep these stories a secret then to openly share it with the world; other than those in Deviant art. I'm sure nobody would understand me if I expressed my ideas openly. It would be an unforgivable mistake. Besides, I don't think the world would be willing, ready or would appreciate these kind of ideas.

I think it's best to just stay in my shell, live in my little hole in the wall and try to live and work to keep afloat.
I feel even more depressed knowing that right down the street seems to be a FEMA camp. I think it'll be a while before my life picks up and I can eventually find a better job that will allow me to be more flexible with time.

If you like the stories I have written and designs I have done, please leave a comment. It'll help encourage me to make more in the future.